Are You a Spring?

I absolutely love the fall. The cooler temps, the changing of the seasons, the colors. It is just breathtaking, and beautiful. The blazing hot days of August are behind us, the chilly nights and cold mornings are in front of us. I have always loved the fall. It is when the leaves start to fall and the wind picks up, leaving the blooms blown about, with a dusty layer over them. It is a sign of changing times. 

What is your favorite season?

Meet Abby

Meet Abigail #abbythegolden 

She is sweet, adorable and so loving, but she also has a spurt of puppy energy from time to time that makes me think she is full of piss and vinegar. I love her. 

You All



You all; plural, more than one. 

How are y’all doing? 



One person; singular

How are you doing?


“How are y’all doing” when you enter my cam room because you think it is cute, but there is only one of me, makes you look ridiculous. So, stop. Just stop! STOP! 



August: A Great Month

August was a great month on my site, with a couple week long specials and a good list of new joins. If you were one that took advantage of the “Hot August Nights”  special that ran the first week of the month, and you have rebilled for September, you need to email me ( to collect on your prize. You had to choose between three (3) options and it is only valid if you rebill into September.

Puppy Pick Up Has Arrived ! ! !


When you read this, I will be holding a beautiful bundle of fur and happiness. She may or may not have a name by now, but regardless of that, she is already loved! I cannot wait to share her with you in tweets and an abundance of pictures. I think she will be an Instagram Golden because, well, why not? Instead of flooding my twitter TL with her #dailypics, I think an IG account is more fitting. With that said, she will also be on twitter. lol.

Weekend in PHX

Weekend in PHX

Our weekend in Phoenix was short, but packed with fun, mixed in with training. It was Rob’s birthday, which we spent at the ballpark watching the Braves, but we also made time to learn how to edit a video. Rob took the time to set it up prior to our arrival and it was a quick, but very informative couple of days. It is always great to see Rob and Dawn. They are good people who are generous with their time and knowledge, and always fun energy to be around. So, thank you both, for sharing your weekend with us, but especially a birthday. I hope to be able to expand on my video editing skills once I get a hang of what I am doing with the simple steps required.

Friday we did some day drinking and I am pretty sure that I was drunk and hung over all at the same time.

Saturday was the day that we went to the Braves game. I love ballparks. And, I ate a hot dog.

Sunday Dawn cooked breakfast for us and ChiDiablo. Have you ever had bacon cooked in the oven? If the answer is no, you need to stop what you are doing and throw a package in the oven right now. And, she made biscuits and gravy, which is my favorite. The gravy was perfect and the biscuits were fluffy. So delicious!

Love you both. #family

What Relaxes You?

We all have a routine after work, that helps us wind down from the day. For me it used to be playing Toyblast; it allowed me to escape and just forget, without making me think. I still play TB on my breaks and during idle times, but I now I read to rest my mind and to allow me to get ready to sleep. What do you do after a long day at work that gets you ready for bed? 

Second Week into September

Wow, it seems like we were just starting August, and here we are on the second week of September. I’ve had a lot of changes over the last couple of years, and it seems that there are more in the near future. All good things, though, I assure you of that!

Before I share my big news with you, let me give a big thank you to those of you that have stood by me. Most of you were happy for me when I made a big change, and you patiently stood by me without demanding answers that were not yours to have. Nothing changed with my site, with the exception of going 100% solo, but my cam schedule was sporadic through last summer and most of you checked on me throughout the days/weeks and were always quick to give a kind word. We did lose a couple along the way. Those who felt entitled to my decisions and felt they had been wronged in some, weird and twisted way. For me, it was a relief to see have those people walk away from me. To those who are still part of my life, thank you. You guys mean more to me than you might realize. 

Now, on to my news. We are getting a dog and she will be picked up on Saturday. A beautiful golden retriever and she is going to be so sweet and loving. I cannot wait to share her with you all, on Twitter and VNA. lol. I might even have to open an instagram just for her.. or a Twitter account. I cannot decide which, to be honest. Either way, she will definitely be a star! 

And, I am going to be making changes to my Snapchat account soon, in that I will be giving it out for FREE, but in order to see the boy/girl vids and pics, along with full on nudity, you will have to join my premium snapchat. I am still working out the details on that. 

Also, I am thinking about doing a raffle through the holiday’s for baked goodies and a few other items. I am still working out the details on that, so stay tuned. Obviously, there will be a newsletter sent out regarding both the baked goods raffle and snapchat, when I am ready to offer both. 

The Hot August Nights Special and the Burning Man Sale was a huge success, so thank you to all of the new joins. I hope that you are enjoying my site and that you will continue to come back for more. 

Bless Your Heart . . .

News And Happenings

The Burning Man Event
August 25th – Sept 3rd
Join my site between these dates and gain an extra two weeks with your membership. This is a special that I do not offer very often, so take advantage of it while you can. 
$19.95 for 4 weeks, plus 2 FREE (Recurring membership)
$21.95 for 4 weeks, plus 2 FREE (No Rebilling)
The Hot August Night’s Special
August 3rd – August 13th
If you joined my site during this week long special, you must email me to receive your gift. Please read below for details. 
Longevity has its rewards. If you join my site during “Hot August Nights”, and rebill at least one month (without cancelling), each new member will be compensated.
I do not initiate contact, for obvious reasons, so you MUST EMAIL ME FIRST at 
Each join that qualifies will have a choice of:
  • A month access to my premium snapchat ($13.95 Value)
  • Panties with pictures, available only to US residents ($35+ Value)
  • 5 minute video, with option for additional minutes ($75 Value)
After many requests I am now offering a premium Snapchat. If you are interested, please visit to join.
If you are a member of my site, you will find a link within the club page for a lower rate. 
I add pictures almost daily, and have even had some fun with videos. I am interactive, so if you send a message I will be responsive. Please, no dick pics/vids. This is a fun interactive tool to join me in my every day life and to stay connected, even when I am out and about, traveling to and from. If you would like to share your handsome dick with me, then join me on cam for a private one-one-one. 
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I tweet to have fun, and to connect with those who enjoy my website. Get to know the real me; follow me through my daily life. No membership required and I interact with everyone. 

… This Just In …

I have 20 peanut patties, but after counting them, there is only 16 total. I am currently eating one, as I type this. That will leave 15; three of which are in the freezer, 12 are in my snack locker. 

And, I still think I missed my calling. I should have been a PROFESSIONAL elephant hugger! 

Mountain’s Are Cloaked in Smoke

With California burning and Nevada and Utah also on fire, a thick smoke cloud has covered this area for weeks. It was starting to lift, but more fires started and now it has settled back in, with no relief in sight. I cannot see the mountains right now and, although it looks like a thick fog (which I find beautiful), it has an ugly undertone to it. It appeared grey and gloomy this morning and then I realized that it was the smoke from all of the fires. Even the sun is sad. 

I love weather. Torrential downpours, snowing; it is all beautiful. I enjoy gloomy days more than I do hot, sunshiney afternoons, but even the sun makes me smile. Mother nature is a beautiful beast. But, with that said, there is nothing beautiful about the country burning by fires. 

I hope that this heat wave breaks soon and the temps drop, lifting this stagnant smoke cloud so that I can once again enjoy the view out of my cam room window. I miss looking out and being able to see the mountains. 


Vacation Bucket List

I have never really had a bucket list for anything, especially vacations, but there are a few places I hope to experience in my lifetime. 

Of course, the top on the list is to hug an elephant at the David Sheldrick Wildlife Orphanage. The do amazing work that is selfless and so giving for the babies that find themselves alone in the wild. 

The rest is in no particular order, or even a definite that it will happen, but a place that I have always wanted to see. 

  • Montana
  • Colorado (I’ve been a few times, but would love to road trip it through the mountains)
  • SF – Seattle by car
  • Yellowstone starting in the states, ending on the Canadian side. 
  • A NY Opera
  • Over the water bungalow in the Caribbean
  • Cabin in the mountains, with no foot traffic
  • Fishing in Alaska (during a “warm” month)
  • Germany
  • The UK by Rail
  • Canada
  • Camping during a thunderstorm 

Those are just a few that I can think of right now. lol. What are some of your dreams and hopes?

Stepping Up on a Soapbox

I am stepping up on a soapbox…

It truly fucking annoys me when some people respond to a comment, or a conversation, with an opposing view for the sake of argument. It is not cute and it certainly is not going to give you the kind of attention you might be craving. How about just have a conversation and not feel the need to interject with needless bullshit. 

We all need that human connection, whether it be in person or through online avenues. Having a conversation is one thing, but disagreeing when their is no need for it is another. I am not suggesting that we all agree and have the same opinions; that would be boring. What I am saying is that not every comment is need for you to give a disagreeing position on. 

You might get more attention or have greater amounts of response if you just have a conversation, without being combative for a response. 

To be honest, I am less likely to respond to you now (or ever) if you are one to just argue. I used to know someone who thrived on arguing, even if he agreed, and it was fucking annoying. In fact, he is not liked among most groups of people and there is a reason for that. 

Those who argue because you are bored, or you get a laugh out of it, are some annoying fucks! Good grief, just fucking don’t respond. 

Let’s See Who Knows This Poem . . .

See you later alligator,

after while crocodile,

in an hour sunflower,


Happy Birthday!

Today is a gift, and one that I feel is important and should be celebrated! Please join me in wishing Mrs. Dwwindsor (also affectionately known as House Boss) a very happy birthday! I have come to adore this lady who makes me laugh and she is just good energy. Plus, she keeps DW on his toes and, let’s be real, that is probably a fun job for her. lol. She amuses me and I am thankful that Dwwindsor shares a little bit of her with us. A sweet, sweet spirit. 

Happy, happy birthday to the lady of Windsor Castle. *hugs* Today should be celebrated and recognized, even if quietly. 

A Penny . . .

. . . for your thoughts . . .

Reach For the Stars . . .

The last two years has taught me that it is never too late to achieve your dreams and to make a change. I used to hate change. It was not that it scared me, it just did not seem necessary. But, change is important. Change is good. 

Memorial Day

What today means to me:

Memorial Day isn’t the day that starts summer, nor is it the day that gives me an excuse to head to the lake to drink like a fool. Memorial Day is the one day that we, as a country, actually stop to think about our freedom. It’s the one day that, as a whole, we appreciate those who gave their lives and sacrificed their futures so that we could have one. Many never made it home while others did, but let us not forget what they ultimately gave. Their lives. I’m thankful for all soldiers, nurses, families and lives from past and present wars and those who pick up the pieces on the home front while their soldier is away fighting for all of us. So, thank you for my freedom and the right to live my life as I do.

Last week I tweeted that I believe some people have no idea what today stands for, and someone suggested it was the youth gone wrong. In my response to him I said I think it is possibly the root of older generations. Later that day it was pointed out that the older generations who experienced war and loss at such great numbers took this weekend for an actual break, and to forget. They did the long weekend BBQ’s, reunited with friends and had a party on the lake. It was their way to forget, even if for just a weekend. He was right and that is something I had not really considered until then. So, thank you for offering up a difference of opinion and bringing it into a respectful conversation. No judgement, no condescending tones, just a different view on something that I tweeted. Thank you.