There are a lot of avenues and add-ons when it comes to posting content and videos and now I have given in and joined OnlyFans because it is the latest site that has a surge of interest from viewers and joiners. It is different from my site, but if you are a member you do not necessarily need to join my OF page. (I am a great salesperson. lol.) What you will see on OF are some candid snaps of me out and about, before cam, getting out of the shower, and probably sitting around doing nothing. I will also mix in some pictures that are a part of my site content, but were not in the updates. In other words, every single picture posted on OF will be exclusive to that site and won’t even be found on Twitter. 

I will be posting often and with a mixture of content. It is only $7.99 for a one month membership and I am open to requests, within reason. I mean, I am not going to walk into a busy street and flash. If you want more foot pics, boob shots, close up belly button, or even pussy pictures, just ask. The only requirement for a request is that you join my OnlyFans page and make a comment there… 

My Opinion on Fireworks

It is no surprise that I have an opinion on most things that have no real pertinence, such as Hobby Lobby. Anyhow, this is not a post directed at that company because that is a thread for another day…

With the fourth of July next week, I thought it would be a perfect time to give you my rant on fireworks. 

I do not think they should be sold to the general public because common sense is not regulated and there is no need for the dumb to light a firecracker in their closed fist. 

First of all, let’s discuss the obvious. Not all people have the brain to stop and think about their actions. Those actions that could largely impact the rest of us. Wild fires. Firecracker on the loose and straight into a window of an unsuspecting neighbor. A bottle rocket shot into the air and still on fire when it lands on your roof. I am just saying, there are a lot of fire hazards for those without a brain to wreck havoc on the rest of us. 

Second of all, wildlife and domestic pets are unnerved and on edge for a week each time uncle Buck uses rent money to buy out the fireworks stand. Family pets run away, have heart attacks (I am sure of this, without even researching it), are a nervous wreck and cry endlessly, all because it sounds like their world is under attack. 

Thirdly, there are thousands of people each year that are injured due to their own ignorance, but the danger they put others in is maddening! 

Lastly, most towns have their own fireworks show, which is regulated and maintained by the city and monitored by the fire departments. If you don’t want to join the masses and subject your mental health to the crowds of people, then turn your TV on and watch any local news program. I am certain they all have live cams on the fire in the sky show. 

Hello to You!

I have nothing much to blab on about today, but I thought I would just post a “hello” to you all. It has been a busy few months, and a chaotic couple of years, but I am finally getting my groove back. Thank you all for being patient with me while I make some much needed changes, leaving my schedule somewhat scattered still. 

I will be online most of today and well into the evening, with the exception of dinner, of course. If you are a member of mine, please join me at 8p EST tonight, via the Streamate banner on the club page. 

I Am Loved. The End.

Tucker loves me. Truth. The End. lol. 

This is us right now – lounging on the sofa, not a care in the world, and resting. We are working on his disdain for taking pictures, but this one turned out pretty good, if I do say so myself. 

Your Weather Report

Here is your daily weather report, for those of you that I have a location on. Now, that is not in any way admitting to any form of stalker-like-tendencies; I am just a concerned admirer…

Outlaw – “I’m glad it’s raining. And by glad, I mean, “fucking annoyed” (71 degrees)

MtnMan – “This is the perfect day for a renaissance fair, becasue OMG nerd boobs!!!” (75 degrees)

Amber and Mollie – “Never let them see you sweat, my ass” (90 degrees and 75% humidity)

Zany – ” You might cool off if you pee on yourself. Don’t worry. No one will laugh. Much” (92 degrees and 72% humidity)

WLTNB – “The clouds are being goddamn creepers tonight.” (65 degrees)

DW – “It’s nice out. Nice is a word you use to describe boring people” (82 degrees)


Outlaw, I was going to come visit you today because I love the rain; I do not see gloom in grey skies and stormy weather. However, I changed my mind when MtnMan has nerd boobs in his area, so I think I am going to have to go visit him. Although, DW lives in, wait for it, perfect Ohio, and it is nice out and despite him being boring, I need a kitchen sink brownie. It saddens me to tell Zany, Mollie and Amber that I will not be visiting them because their humidity is stifling and I do not feel up to sweating balls today. As for WLTNB, I don’t do creepy, so in the words of Dawn, sorry, not sorry. 

Chex Mix For Me!

This post is well over due, but it is still worth a mention. I have given Red subtle hints over the last year that I want him to make a batch of his homemade chex mix. By subtle I mean I have told him many times, while on cam and with witnesses, that I want him to make me some chex mix! 

I had lunch with him for my birthday and he surprised me with two big containers of his amazing homemade chex mix! I was completely surprised because I had forgotten to badger, I mean suggest, that he should make some, and he did! 

You guys always make me feel special and appreciated. Thank you, Red (if you even read my blog. lol)


Hello! This is a general post and does not include most of you that read my blog. As most of you know, our network has had some changes over the last 8 months and most of you have made the switch from the old to the new. However, there are a handful of you that have not which makes me think you did not read the several emails I have sent since December. That is not to say it did not end up in your spam folder, but seriously, your spam-bot should know I am not junk. lol. 

Anyway, I hesitate to call any of you out in front of your friends, so could you please check your inbox and spam folder for an email that was sent out yesterday. 

If you have already switched to the new CCBill account, please disregard this post. As I said earlier, this is a general  thread that does not pertain to most of you. 

Thank you!

Important Announcement

I have an announcement to make and it is of great importance. I will be making homemade mac and cheese tonight. It is a recipe I found after searching the world wide web for five minutes last night. As soon as I read the ingredients it was the one I knew would be perfect for creamy mac and cheese.

The other day when I sent Dawn Marie a text to tell her I was going to make mac and cheese, I heard her laugh from another room!  Tonight she will “document” this big event and I will post the recipe for you once dinner has been consumed. It will be the best dish of cheesy macaroni ever to be made! LOL. 


A Penny For Your Thoughts …

It has been awhile since I have forced you guys to join in and be interactive here on my blog, so let’s play – “A penny for your thoughts . . .”

This is the twist. I want you to tell us what is on your mind but then I would like you to respond to ALL other thoughts. 

If you are new to posting here, please introduce yourself and share what you wish to, and then give us your thoughts. 

Mollie, This is For YOU


I am so sorry to have missed your birthday yesterday, but please know that you were in my thoughts. It was great to catch up with you and Amber; I am so happy that you were surrounded by good people on your day. You deserve nothing but the best of birthday’s, and the happiest of celebrations. You are worthy of celebrating. Thank you for being a big party of this “family”. 

I wish you many happy times ahead, sexy lady! 

What is Up, Mac?

Yesterday we had a lengthy discussion on cam regarding Mac-and-Cheese. Well, it was mostly long winded because I have very strong opinions on this subject; and too, I love talking about food! 

I firmly believe, and this is a very strong opinion, that mac-and-cheese needs milk or heavy cream to keep it creamy. And, let’s face it, this dish is meant to be creamy, no matter how old you are! Pfft! Who says creamy goodness is only for kids? (No, seriously, someone said that during the discussion. I will give you two guesses as to who that might have been.)

How do you like your mac-and-cheese? Inquiring minds want to know! By that, I mean, I need to know. 

If you have a recipe, I would love for you to share it here. 

This Week: At a Glance

This week is going to be busy with cam time and custom video orders, along with member shows. I am getting back into my routine, as best I can, and it is going to be a week full of fun!

Monday – which is almost over, but still worth a mention. I spent the afternoon on Streamate – for private shows, along with taking a couple Skype sessions. If you are a member of my site, join me at 11p EST for the 1 hour LIVE member show via the VNALive banner. I will be on Chaturbate shortly after the member show. 

Tuesday – I will be online at Streamate and available for Skype Sessions. The member show will be at 8p EST through the Streamate banner. It is FREE access for member’s of my site. (there are many benefits to being a member of mine!) I will be going out to dinner afterwards, but plan to Chaturbate when I get home. The time is uncertain, but most likely it will be late. 

Wednesday – I hope to catch up on emails, blogging and a few other things that have been put off over the last couple of months. This is a week of successful productivity as I get back into a steady routine. Wish me luck!

Thursday – I will be online at Streamate and available for Skype sessions. If you are interested in a Skype show, read this thread that was posted a few weeks ago. The special is still going on – don’t miss out! I will also be running a bonus member show at 11p EST, via the Streamate banner. Depending on how busy that site is, I may stay there or switch to Chaturbate. It pays to read my Tweets! 

Friday – I have two custom videos to produce, plus one scheduled Skype session. If you are interested in a custom video, please contact me at – it would be great to spend an entire day filling custom orders! 

This thread is chocked full of links, but has a lot of what I would consider useful information. lol. 



Memorial Day: What Today Means To Me

This is a thread that I have reposted several times now, but it is worth another copy/paste. This day holds a lot of meaning that does not change over the course of the year and there is no need to write anything new, but, with that said I thought I would share the history of Memorial Day with you. 

What today means to me:

Memorial Day isn’t the day that starts summer, nor is it the day that gives me an excuse to head to the lake to drink like a fool. Memorial Day is the one day that we, as a country, actually stop to think about our freedom. It’s the one day that, as a whole, we appreciate those who gave their lives and sacrificed their futures so that we could have one. Many never made it home while others did, but let us not forget what they ultimately gave. Their lives. I’m thankful for all soldiers, nurses, families and lives from past and present wars and those who pick up the pieces on the homefront while their soldier is away fighting for all of us. So, thank you for my freedom and the right to live my life as I do.


A little bit of history:

It began as Decoration Day following the Civil War in 1868, when Union veterans declared it as a time for the nation to remember the dead by placing flowers on graves. For many years the Union and Confederate soldiers remembered their fallen on different days. They soon merged, and Memorial Day became a tradition to honor all Americans who died while in military service.

Volunteers place flags at each grave site in national cemeteries, but many other towns have also taken on the task of acknowledging their fallen in the same tradition. This day has become a popular day to hold reunions, reuniting families and honoring their loved ones. People come together on this designated day to place flowers and renew relationships with family and friends. They will host a potluck meal that is believed to date back before the Civil War which may be the origin of Memorial Day.

An interesting tidbit is that Warrenton, Virginia claims to have the first grave to be decorated, on June 3, 1861, implying the birth of Memorial Day. However, the next several years it was the women who decorated Confederate graves, and Gettysburg, Pennsylvania that hosted a dedication ceremony. The following year it was the women in Baolsburg, PA and now they lay claim to be the birthplace of Memorial Day. (Now, not to take away from the serious honor this day holds, I’m confused as to how they can claim that when they were three years late to the party. One more note that I feel needs to be added: Of course it was the women.)

Now, what I find intriguing is that President Johnson signed a presidential proclamation in 1966 naming Waterloo, New York as the birthplace. It has something to do with a House Concurrent Resolution that officially recognized Waterloo for starting the patriotic tradition. (Maybe, as the President, he knew more than the rest of us?) Other cities that lay claim to beginning such a tradition are Boalsburg, PA, Carbondale, IL (um, what?), Columbus, GA and Columbus, MS. Even more intriguing is that a recent study investigating the Waterloo claim, along with all others, conludes that nearly all of them are doubtful. (Wait, you mean to tell me that someone who was close to Pres. Johnson told him Waterloo should be recognized as the birthplace, and he took them at their word? Yeah. There’s no reason to believe that people in high places are bought and paid for by favors and monetary funds.)

Memorial Day was observed on May 30th because it wasn’t an anniversary for any particular battles. It was first recognized by the southern states but quickly adopted by their northern neighbors. It didn’t become a common “holiday” until after WWII and it wasn’t until 1968 that it was moved to the last Monday; giving people a three day weekend.

The VFW stated in a 2002 Memorial Day Address:

“Changing the date merely to create three-day weekends has undermined the very meaning of the day. No doubt, this has contributed a lot to the general public’s nonchalant observance of Memorial Day.” 

According to Wikipedia (written and edited by anyone, stupid and smart alike):

“Ironton, OH lays claim to the nation’s oldest continuously running Memorial Day parade. Its first parade was held May 5, 1868, and the town has held it every year since; however, the Memorial Day parade in Doylestown, PA, predates Ironton’s by one year.” 

(I think Ironton has some explaining to do! How can it be the oldest running parade if Doylestown started a year earlier? My initial thought was that the key words were “oldest continuously running” but Doylestown host an annual parade.)

I leave you with a poem written during WWI by a Canadian poet, doctor and soldier Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.



Member’s Show Tonight!

I just realized that I did not tell you all what time to meet me online for the member’s show tonight. 

Tonight on Streamate at 11p EST – I will do two (2) 30 minute shows. 

New Mailing Address

I have a new mailing address for those of you that have been asking.


PO Box 1314

Cedar Park, TX 


Rescheduled Show

Okay, I realize this might be getting old, but just remember that in 11 years I have always maintained a “healthy” schedule and rarely canceled shows. With that said, I need to reschedule tonight’s show for Friday. Again, I am staying with friends and their schedule is not always conducive to my cam world. However, I hope that you will continue to be patient with me and that you know I will always make it up to you ten-fold. 

*big group hug*

Skype Shows and Custom Videos

I am offering a summer sale on Skype shows and custom videos. If you are interested please email me

Skype Shows are normally $3.50/min with a 10 minute minimum. For the next few weeks I will offer $3.00/minute. 

Custom Videos are usually $150 for 10 minutes but I will be offering them for only $100 and the turn around is usually within days. After we discuss the details and agree on what the video will be, I will let you know when I can make the video for you. This is all before you send the funds, but please, do not waste my time if you are not serious in wanting a video. 

Do not post your wants and desires here, because it is not for a public discussion. Please email me 

No VNA Show tonight

Hey! This is just a friendly reminder that I will not be on VNA tonight. I am sorry, but the friends I am staying with have a busy home tonight and I need to reschedule. I have chosen to try Saturday so that hopefully all of you will be able to make it, and possibly a few that cannot make the Monday shows. 

This Saturday at 8p EST 

Know the Difference

I really do not want to point anyone out specifically, but I feel this post is necessary. lol. I have noticed in conversations that take place in my cam room that sometimes kismet is used when it is not serendipitous at all, but it is karma. 

Karma and Kismet are similar, but hold two different meanings. Let us begin with the word “karma”

To me Karma is when an event occurs and it is of inevitable consequence. Usually, if one is lucky, it is good as a result of positive energy. Sometimes, though, it is because one is a dick and as a consequence one might experience terrible days. Now, with that said, sometimes bad karma happens to good people, but it will always turn around. 


Alright, on to Kismet! This is destiny. These are when two “directions” collide into one. Fate. Destiny. It was serendipitous and meant to be. 

Karma will bite you in the ass, if you are not careful, but kismet will bring destiny together. Okay, really the two are the same, but used in different context, if you ask me. Sometimes kismet is when karma kicks you while you are down, thus, one in the same. 

In conclusion, ignore the title and please carry on as you normally do in my room and I will judge you not, in your use of these two words. 

Lefty, Lefty, Lefty!!!

I am so excited that we (meaning I) have another year to celebrate YOU! I have to say, I am very lucky you happened into my cam room and stuck around. You are worth knowing and I know that I speak for all of us when I say, you are an amazing part of our community. You are missed when you are absent and celebrated when you return. Today is your day, no matter how you look at it, and for that reason we should all be happy! 

Happy Birthday Lefty! You are MINE, MINE, MINE! lol. 



It has been awhile since I have posted a thread and that is unacceptable! Thank you all for being patient with me during this transition and for always showing support. The community that has been built around my site is refreshing and positive. I enjoyed being online this past week for private sessions and member cam shows. I have truly missed you all and reconnecting was exactly what I needed. 

My cam days will be a little wonky for a few more weeks, but I will start establishing a solid schedule soon. I look forward to those days of being online when I say that I will be and actually keeping my word. 

I have rescheduled Monday’s VNA show for a Saturday slot and I will also need to cancel the Tuesday night show for now. However, I will schedule that for either Wednesday or Friday night, so if one day works best for you, please comment below. As always, I take into account what you all have going on in your lives, despite what it may seem like at times. lol. 

Thank you to everyone that has made time to visit with me this past week. *hugs*

Happy Belated Birthday!

My days have slipped away and I allowed the 11th of May to come and go and now it is the day after. 

We have two birthday’s worth celebrating and I hope that you both had an amazing day! 

Zany – I hope that you had an amazing day that was all about you; you deserve to be treated special, because you are! My wish is that those closest to you made sure that you were well taken care of and that you know you are loved. You are to be celebrated and adored! 

Gregg with two G’s – I hope that you were around people that you hold dearest and I also hope that you allowed them to celebrate you! According to dwwindsor, it is the anniversary of your birth and everyone celebrates those! Okay, that last part was 100% me, but seriously, who does not celebrate anniversaries? Those are momentous events!


[moh-men-tuh s]

of great or far-reaching importance orconsequence:

a momentous day.

Change in Plans

I hope that this finds you all doing well and enjoying the start of your week. I have had an amazing few days offline, which was very much needed, but unfortunately I will be extending that time by a few days. There are things in my personal life that have taken a turn and I will not be online Tuesday or Wednesday, and possibly not Thursday or Friday. lol. I have separated from Devil and I have asked for a divorce. So, needless to say, my schedule is uncertain at this time but I will continue to maintain my site and once I am settled some place else I will be back on cam. 

For those of you that have been with me for a long while, or even for the last few months, you know this is a rarity for me. And, for those who are new to my site, please know that I will most definitely make it up to you. I appreciate all joins and do not take any of you for granted. If you joined for the member shows, please email me so that I know when your membership expires and I will make sure you get all 8 shows that were promised to you. 

I realize I will be missing two birthday’s and would still very much love to celebrate you both, if it is okay by you.

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This post no longer exists due to the watchful eyes of the heartless and emotionally stunted who might think it is about them, when it was not. LOL. 

So, here is your daily dose of sunshine and fucking butterflies. Blah blah. Insert funny post and be done with it. 

May Day

Happy May Day to you and yours! Did you know that this was a day that was celebrated by the International Worker’s day in the late 19th century? In fact, it was chosen by the Socialists and Communists of the Second International to commemorate the Hamarket affair in Chicago. Well, that does not sound like an event worthy of keeping it a tradition, but whatever. 

The earliest May Day was the Festival of Flora, the Roman goddess of flowers, that was held during the Roman Republic era. But, in the Germanic countries it was with the Walpurgis Night. The Gaelic Beltane was on April 30th and in the European pagan cultures it was a traditional summer holiday. So, in other words, it does not originate from any one region. It was probably a chosen day because it was the end of harsh winters and the beginning of beautiful colors and warmer months. But, that is just me making an assumption from the scattered details of traditions. 

And, then of course you have the Christians who materialized out of thin air and took over May Day as a secular celebration. Okay, most of that last sentence was my snarky take on the boring details, but I have no idea what a secular celebration was. I assume an annual dunking of the sinners into a holy body of water to cleanse souls.. or something. 

Today is a very important day in Germany because it is one of several days where St. Walburga, who is to blame for Christianity arriving in Germany, is celebrated. 

Damn. Is every traditional holiday, or whatever, all because of religion? They always have to be involved in everything! 

One tradition that is associated with May Day is the dancing of the May Pole. Basically, people circle around a pole, like “ring around the posey” (or was it rosey?) Fuck, what was that little girls chant? You know, a group would hold hands and walk in a circle chanting “ring around (something). At any rate, do you suppose that is where that came from? 

As generations have come and gone, things change and now instead of pole dancing they give May Baskets. Now, that is something that I could get behind because I love flowers! Starting next year we should all give flowers on May Day… and I will take them all. LOL. 

Happy religious day even if you don’t know it.