Always a Thoughtful One


Thank you so much for always being thoughtful, kind and generous. It does not matter what your days are like, you always think of others first, whether it be your wit, kindness or thoughtfulness. You are a sweet, sweet lady! 

Thank you for the soup, crackers, Victoria’s Secret coupons and the picture you sent off of my wishlist. I think I already know where it will be hung. 


Pictures of the World

I enjoy seeing pictures from around the world and recently Molly shared a few from her day out and about, which gave me an idea for a new blog post. 

I would love to see pictures posted from around the world, whether they be of your backyard, your hometown, a vacation or just a pretty drive. 

I took this a couple weeks ago of a nearby creek flowing off the mountain. It is so beautiful!

Your Week at a Glance

How was your week?

It seems that the weeks are flying by and before we know it the fall will be here, followed by colder days and wintry nights. Do you have any plans for the summer, or trips with the family?

I have a tentative plan to be back in Texas, but, of course, waiting on other people to do the right thing before any dates are set. So, I sit in limbo and hope to have a date set soon. Who know’s when that will be. 

I hope to take a couple weekend trips over the next few months, one being to visit Dawn and Rob, catch a baseball game and learn a few things on editing videos. 

I also need to plan a day (or several) to start my furniture restoration project that I should not have taken on to begin with. lol. I have no idea what I am doing, but I figure slow and steady and read up on Pinterest is a good, solid plan. What can go wrong? As long as I don’t sand one of the legs half way off, it should be fine! It is currently sitting in our dining room, still wrapped in plastic, but I will dust that tomorrow to make it look not so cluttered about. 



Happy Birthday!

Today is a gift, and one that I feel is important and should be celebrated! Please join me in wishing Mrs. Dwwindsor (also affectionately known as House Boss) a very happy birthday! I have come to adore this lady who makes me laugh and she is just good energy. Plus, she keeps DW on his toes and, let’s be real, that is probably a fun job for her. lol. She amuses me and I am thankful that Dwwindsor shares a little bit of her with us. A sweet, sweet spirit. 

Happy, happy birthday to the lady of Windsor Castle. *hugs* Today should be celebrated and recognized, even if quietly. 

Originality: A Lost Art

Some of the most popular questions I answer each day on cam:

Where from, bb?

You like dick?

You want younger dick?

What you gonna give me?

Want to tease me before going private?

Gold show? 

What are you wearing?

I would be amused if someone just asked one question, using all of the above at once… go! 

Tuesday Moved to Thursday

Last week I posted a thread regarding the 12 year long Tuesday show being moved to Thursday’s and that will begin this week. Consider this a friendly reminder and for details, please feel free to read through the threads previously posted…

I will still be online at the normal time, just not running the 1 hour LIVE show. If you find yourself on my site and would like some company, feel free to join the chat. You simply click through the banner on the club page and into my room you will be dropped. If I am running a “gold show”, you will have FREE access. 

I have two requests: if you are in my chat room please at least respond to my “hello, how are you?” and do not ask that I run a gold show on your behalf. I do appreciate that you are a member and I run several member’s shows a week at specific times, as part of your membership. With that said, I run several gold shows a day, at random times, and depending on several factors, so to say you keep missing all of the free shows is not the right approach in winning my affection. 


Ack! Another weekend in the rearview mirror, and a new week ahead of us. What do you do to find your motivation? Do you listen to your favorite playlist on the radio, or do you find your zen in a coffee cup? Maybe you love on your pets, or pester your person? 


Sunday Funday!

Sunday’s are best spent being lazy and taking a chance to slow down, and prepare for the upcoming week. It is rare that I take the day to lounge, but when I do I love for it to be Sunday. Now that I think about it, it has been a couple of years since I have made a point to spend Sunday being lazy. Maybe I need to change that…

How do you like to spend your Sunday’s? 

Saturday Plans

Whew! Today is busy from the time I open my eyeballs, until I go to sleep tonight. I am going into town to get my nails done and in order to do that without wasting 4 hours waiting, I must be standing outside the salon before they unlock the doors. That could be anywhere from 830-930, so I will be there at 845 and hope for the best! From there I am going to do a quick stop at my favorite antique store to see if they still have a dresser I spotted a couple weeks ago, and then to the grocery store.

Once I am home, and hopefully that is by noon, I will start working on new content for my site. It is something that I have been putting off the last couple weeks but now it is time to get focused again. I have big plans for August and hope you will continue to enjoy the videos and all of the many hours of LIVE cam shows that is included with a membership. 

The Decision Has Been Made

Over the last month I have asked you guys about switching things up with the weekly member shows. For the last twelve years I have done a show every Tuesday night but I have been wondering if it is time to make a change. I tweeted, blogged and set up a poll on the site. After reading all of the reviews and comments I have decided to start doing Thursday’s at 11p EST. This change was made based on all of the comments, but also because I think that a Thursday show will break up the week for us all instead of having 2 back to back shows early in the week. I will probably do a 20 minute bonus on Tuesday’s at 8p EST, so if some of you prefer the earlier shows, you will not be left out… with that said, the Tuesday hour has dwindled in member participation over the last year, which is what first prompted my initial inquiry about making a change.

I look forward to spending an hour with you on Thursday night’s.

Friday Outing

I suppose this is a good a time as any to let you know that I will not be online Friday night. I am going to take the evening off and enjoy dinner out and about. I hope that you all know how much I have come to look forward to our evening chats, and maintaining a normal schedule helps with that; not just for me, but you! Whatever it is you decide to do with this free night I am giving you, I hope you enjoy it and have a great start to your weekend.

Rate a Dick. Whaaaat?

There is always a new “wow” factor in this industry, I mean, some people have to do bizarre acts just to stay relevant. I get that. I have never had that need, but then again I am also not in mainstream porn. Again, I get that. I used to not twerk in private because it is just ridiculous, and I blame Miley Cyrus. I have finally given in to the constant requests because, let’s be real, twerking on cam is just shaking the ass. A real twerk is more like fucking a wrecking ball. lol. Anyway, the latest newcomer to the cam industry is “Do You Do Dick Rating?”. 

So, yesterday I said yes, instead of my standard “no, but there are ladies on this site that do and I wish you the best of luck in your search”. 

As we go private I am frantically trying to decide what is a 2 star vs. an 8 because what kind of rating am I going to give, and does he want a bad review because he is into that, or is he weak minded and does he need to be built up as though he has an 8, but in reality he’s working with a 3 star? And, if he has a freckle on the shaft, is that a positive or a negative? 

As I figure this new thing out, who would like for me to use my rating curve while I try new reactions and get my “OMG” face together for the different stars?

A Very Happy 4th to You!

G’afternoon! I hope this finds you doing well and having a great day. Whether you are in the states, or in some far off land, like Canada, I wish you a happy 4th! Maybe you are down under, in which case it is the 5th, no longer today, but tomorrow, and I bid you a g’day! If you are in Europe with my token Brit, I don’t suppose you celebrate today for anything more than what it is, for today is a good day for a good day! 

If you are one who is spending the day doing celebratory festivities, I hope you stay safe and remember that it is Wednesday and you most likely have to work tomorrow. Don’t get too crazy, the weekend is near. 

One last thing, and this is more a request with a very strong suggestion in the undertone. DO NOT SET OFF FIREWORKS. No one likes a neighbor who spends the next week setting off bottle rockets and things that go boom in the night sky (especially if it is daytime). People have pets and some even have PTSD. Just saying, think about it and if it is too late for you to be conscience of your surroundings make a change next year… and if you really could give a fuck less, then never mind the last paragraph, go about your day and have a happy celebration. I hope you are not one of the statistics of having less fingers on the 5th… okay, that is all. lol. 

Your Votes . . .

Those of you that join me on the #VNALive network have been incredibly good to me! I had the 2nd best show of the month of June, making that yet another win. I wish I would have been keeping track of all of the wins you have given me, but I have not. What I do know is that I have been in the top three more times than not, and that is because of each and every one of you, so thank you! 

Not Just Another Day . . .

So many times I hear, “it is just another day”, but today is not like yesterday, nor will it be anything like tomorrow. So, in essence that entire statement is wrong its entirety. 

Today, in fact, is not only the first day of July, but a birthday that should be celebrated. I am of the belief that everyone is deserving of a special day, whether that person is in agreement, or not. It is a day to be recognized and today I would like to wish MtnMan75 a very happy day! It is your day, the one that meant a lot to several people, all because of you! It is a day that is, and should be, happy. So be happy, will you?


Indecisiveness Be Gone!

I have a definite plan for today, and I have had one since Tuesday! I will go to the grocery store, which is a given, but afterwards I will be working on new content to send to Rob. It will take several hours to sort and get it organized so that I can mail it off to him Monday, or Wednesday at the very latest. But, this will be accomplished in completion today. After that I have a long list of crap that I really need to address, but have been putting it off. So, the list will be long and full, but hopefully by the end of my afternoon it will be much shorter. Of course, shorter will give way to more lines being added, but that is neither here, nor there, it is healthy to have a list! 

So, join me in celebrating the end of my recent tangle with indecisiveness. 

Week Long Sale on ManyVids

For those of you that do not want to commit to a monthly membership, ManyVids is a wonderful option; you can pick and choose individual videos for instant download. 

Bookmark —-> LoneStarAngel on Manyvids

For the next week all videos are $3.99 and ready to be downloaded. They are normally $3.99 and up, so take advantage of the sale while you can and happy viewing!

Positive Vibes

There is so much negativity in the world, especially on social media, and it is easy to get sucked into it, or turn it off. Either way it still spreads the bad energy. For me, I tend to disconnect all together, but then I find myself staying off of Twitter, which is how I stay connected with you guys, so it can be a double-edged-sword. 

For this post, I would love for you to share something positive. It can be regarding something that just happened this week, or years ago. That is up to you, and you can share more than one story, or be as vague as you would like. But, it requires good vibes. 

I will go first-

For my birthday I had an overwhelming show of support and love. I have a very small group of close friends who have become my family, and each one of them showed love in their own ways. Bo, of Jo and Bo, called me to wish me a a happy birthday, and since we share the same day, it was a special phone call. Dawn and Rob sent a package with wind chimes which warmed my heart because this replaced a special set they gave me a couple years ago in honor of the famous cat, Nelson. It is not the same, but just as special because it is the thought that was put into it that made me smile. And, now each time I see them, I will smile and think of them. And, then there are those of you that took the time to find me online to send virtual birthday wishes and good vibes that reaffirmed that I am exactly where I need to be. Thank you. 

Pet Peeve of the Week

My pet peeve of the week goes out to those who visit my cam room (through the cam site and talk to me about what you would love to do to me, but cannot go private because you are at work, or have a house full people. First, I am not an idiot. Second, using such a stupid excuse is just dumb and makes you a bigger douchebag than you already seem. If you can chat me up in a LIVE chat room for free, while at work or with family home, then you can goddamn do it in private. 

Also, while I am at it, I seriously get annoyed when anyone comes into my chat, ignoring my greeting and says “gold show?” or, better yet, “it is kind of slow, don’t you want to do a gold show?” –> I could expand on this, but I won’t because it will only get uglier from here.. so, with that, I am done with this pet peeve rant. 



Brings Back Memories . . .

We have had some good interaction with the latest blog posts, so I thought I would continue with something similar, but different.

What is the one season that if the weather is just right, it takes you back to yesteryear?

For me it is a warm spring day, with a cool breeze. I remember Mom opening all of the windows and there would be a fresh air and whimsical spirit flowing through the house as the breeze blew open the curtains. I would lie on the floor and enjoy an old western with her, or go to my room and daydream. It was so peaceful that I will always feel a sense of calm when I am taken back to that time… 

Favorite Smells . . .

I love the smell of a clean house. There is nothing like that fresh smell when everything is dust-free, and the floors are swept and mopped. I also love the smell of fresh cut grass. It reminds me of spring days spent outside as a kid with Dad, and it is always nice to have look out and see a well kept place. I also enjoy the smell of lavender and soft scents of perfume, as long as you don’t bathe in it. 

What are some of your favorite smells?

It Is a New Weekend

So last weekend I was indecisive as to what I would do and this Saturday is no different. I do not know where this wishy-washiness is coming from but it needs to stop ASAP! It is driving me crazy! Not mentally crazy to the point of being unstable, but it sure the fuck is annoying me. 

Since I was sick Wednesday, I did not get into town to do my nails, nor did I peruse the antique shops as planned. I don’t think I want to get my nails done on a Saturday because they will be swamped and full of chaos, however, I have a list of stuff I want to look for at the local shops and Saturday would be a good a day as any to go window shopping until I find the perfect night stand, or lamp, or butter dish. The lamp I don’t necessarily want it to be antique, but it would be nice to be unique. Unique as in unusual and not in every model home across the world. Not that there is a problem with that, but I want something that cannot be found on Amazon. I am not sure why since I hate shopping and in order to find a unique lamp I have to actually go into stores and look around. Granted, I am not going to a big department store, it is just an antique shop with a lot of neat crap. Okay, so enough about the lamp I hope to find, on with the rest of what I may or may not be doing. The grocery store, that is a definite, so no need to discuss that. I also need to send Rob more flash drives with new videos, but that will take a good chunk of the afternoon, possibly more. So, what to do? 

Maybe I will get up early, shower and head to town so that I can hit up the antique shops, then the grocery store and home by early afternoon so that I can get a package together to send to Rob. 

Now that I have filled your head with my indecisiveness, what are your weekend plans?

Wile E. Coyote

As a kid, I loved Wile E. Coyote. He made me laugh and shake my head at the same time! I am not sure where my love for him came from. It could be that my maternal g’ma gave me a stuffed Wile E. on my 6th birthday and then my parents took my twin and I to see the elephants at the San Antonio Zoo. Although, not something I would do today, Dad and I rode one of the eles and I just wanted to hug and hug and hug on him. Dad took his cowboy hat off and pretended to be riding a bucking bull. Mom snapped a polaroid of Dad getting bucked and me just laughing my fat little face off. 

What was your favorite cartoon?

On My Nightstand . . .

I just have a lamp, a framed picture, an elephant and a book on my nightstand.

My latest read is Ken Follett’s “Night Over Water” that is a fictional read based on non-fictional events during WWII. It was one that Dwwindsor suggested and Nictster sent to me. 

I have not gotten too far because at the end of my cam day I am usually tired and start to drift off after a few pages, but I hope to spend some time reading it tonight and maybe tomorrow. 

What is on your nightstand?

Yeah, About Yesterday’s Post

My cough has turned into a head cold, and after talking on the phone for awhile this afternoon I think that it is best if I take today to rest and hopefully get over the brunt of the cold. I will be back online Thursday and we will kick it off with gold shows and a few bonus ones for good measure. I will also be doing the weekly 1 hour cam show Thursday at 11p EST and would love to see you there to catch up and reconnect.