It Is a Good Day . . .

Today I woke up to fresh snow, a warm house and a happy heart. I stayed in bed for a couple of hours, being lazy, reading and perusing social media. For a long time in my recent past I could not open my mind up to actually enjoy a good book, but now I am back to reading and it has been good for me. 

Once I decided to stop ignoring the day and actually got out of bed, I had the house cleaned by noon and was already paying bills and taking care of my list. I am definitely a list-maker and I feel successful each time I cross something off of “today’s list of DO’s”. In case you are wondering, reading and playing Toy Blast was not on the list. So far I have been successful four times today. LOL. 

I will be online tonight, which is rare for me on a Saturday, so if you find yourself sitting idle, or just bored and in need of some company, join me around 7p EST – several hours, with a dinner break in the middle. Just a reminder, if you are a member of my site ( you have FREE access to my cam room, via the banner on the club page. As a member, you will always be welcome to join me for a chat and maybe lucky enough to catch a FREE gold show. *wink*

I still have a few things I would like to do before I shower, so I must sign off for now…


What Smell Makes You Think of The Holidays/Memories

I know, for someone that hates this time of year, my blog has been encased by fucking cheer! Well, not so much cheer, as discussion. 

Each memory has a scent that always takes us aback, and I would love to hear what smell makes you think of the holiday’s?

For me it is cinnamon. I have to hand it to commercial businesses because almost every store you walk into, starting in the fall, has a bundle of pine cones that are dipped in cinnamon. I won’t buy a bag of them until after Thanksgiving, that is my rule, but then the house smells of Christmas for weeks, and that does make me smile. You see, I am not all grinch. You just have to really look for the cheer sometimes. lol. 

What is Your Favorite Holiday Song?

Stores have been playing holiday music for over a month now and radio stations since the week of Thanksgiving. 

What is your favorite Christmas song and why?

Mine would be Santa Baby. It is so sweet and seductive, I love it! However, it is hard to find a good rendition of it and I usually only hear it play once each year. I do have to admit though, that is my fault because I choose not to play holiday cheer on my Spotify! 

Why Thanksgiving Should Not Be Over Shadowed

Always wait until after Thanksgiving to start to talk about Christmas.  Here is a little-known background story about one of the season’s best known traditions . . .

 A little story to start your Christmas season in the right spirit.

When four of Santa’s elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the Pre-Christmas pressure.

Then, Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more..

He went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where.

When he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered.

Frustrated, Santa went in the house for a glass of cider and a shot of rum.

He went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drunk all the cider and hidden the rum.

In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor.

He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the end of the broom.

Just then the doorbell rang, and an irritated Santa marched to the door, yanked it open, and there stood a little angel with a great big Christmas tree.

The angel said very cheerfully, ‘Merry Christmas, Santa. Isn’t this a lovely day? I have a beautiful tree for you. Where would you like me to stick it?’

And so began the tradition of the little angel on top of the Christmas tree.

Not a lot of people know this.

Unclaimed Surprises

I had a couple packages arrive last week, but they did not have a note enclosed. I would love to know who was so kind to send long-sleeve tshirts and polka-dotted socks. I love them and have already warn a top and socks on cam. They both went over well and I hope to know who to thank for that… so, please respond here or send me an email

Real or Fake?

I have always had fake trees because Mom and my twin were allergic to everything. And, when I say everything, I mean the air around us. lol. I think the tree that we always put up was probably one they brought from Ohio in the late 60’s, but it was a classic. It was simple and not too big, and well made. Now the trees have lights built in that work the first year and then are duds the next, or the branches fall apart. At any rate, I have always bought fake trees. Now, always does not mean often. I was fine with the lights not working after the first year because the tree was functioning in that it did not fall apart when all put together. 

This year, however, I think I am going to get a real tree. Actually, I know that I am. You see, I bought a tree skirt the other day, without plans of having one. I know it sounds ludicrous, but here is my reasoning —> I never go shopping unless I absolutely have to and I was in a clothing store the other day and they had a rack of tree skirts. I walked by it the first two times but then decided I should grab one so that I do not have to go back, or go without. Even if I do not put up a tree this year, I will have it for the next 10 years, maybe longer if I never use it. lol. At any rate, I have a tree chopper who is going to take me to the mountain of pine trees, or wherever it is that one goes to do such a thing. 

Also, I bought an elephant. 

Gifts Out of the Wazoo!

Goodness you guys always amaze me at your thoughtfulness and generosity. I have so many thank you’s to write out, and instead of posting one per day, for the next two weeks, allow me to consolidate into one. 

These are in no particular order.

Camster: I love the striped socks and the babydoll negligee you sent a couple weeks ago. It is sexy and cute, all at once! I have already made a new video, while wearing the nightie and hope you will enjoy it when it is released. To give you a hint- it involves my feet and a realistic dildo. *wink* – I plan to take a set of selfie’s, also, which I will share with you just as soon as I make time to do so. 

Rodney: You are always thoughtful and always peruse my wishlist from time to time, sending random gifts and surprises. I will be wearing the nightie on cam often, and have already done a set of pics, which will be released soon as a bonus set. In the meantime, you can expect to see a couple sneak previews soon. 

Nicster: You are the reason for my wishlist and you continue to give, for no other reason than because that is who you are. A great quality to hold. It is unfortunate that the last couple surprises have been a massive pain for you, which I hope to minimize in the next few weeks. I will start paying better attention to the origin of the company. At any rate, one of your Christmas gifts arrived and it is one that I will wear often. I love, love, love Patty Boutique! Thank you!

MtnMan: I know I join Dwwindsor (DW) in thanking you for the argyle socks. I love them all! The colors are fun and most already match my growing wardrobe. The pearl earrings were a nice touch and I will wear them often. They are so classy and beautiful. Thank you!

Mollie: You are one very generous lady! I do not know what to say, except thank you and I hope that you know just how much I appreciate your kindness and generosity, your thoughtfulness and encouragement. Thank you! I love the blanket and will enjoy it throughout the year. It is a lighter weight than the elephant throw you sent, and although that one is my favorite, this one will be nice in the summer when the house is blasting cold air. The Patty Boutique sweater is cute and warm. Like I have said many times before, I love that company! Also, a very special thank you to Annie for the beautiful hand painted tree. It is my first holiday decoration and I will always smile when I see it. 



Holiday Movie

Lights and trees have already been up in many homes for a week now and December has just begun. I know several people who have already watched most of the holiday cartoon’s, and even some of the annual movies that hit the cable boxes this time of year. Granted, I realize that it is easy to stream video off of netflix, and other avenues, but satellite channels were playing movies on Thanksgiving. 

I am curious, have you watched some of them already, or do you want to wait until it is closer to the 25th when not even a grinch can deny the spirit of Christmas?

My second question, and I would like an response from anyone reading this, is which movie is your favorite?

To answer my own questions, I have not watched any of them yet, but I probably will at some point. My favorite movie would be Christmas Vacation and I still laugh throughout the movie, but especially when Aunt Bethany’s cat goes BOOM under the couch and then when the squirrel jumps out of the tree. Good lord, that movie is utter fucking chaos with a lot of bad luck, but it makes me laugh out loud! My favorite cartoon would be The Grinch, of course! 

Member Show Schedule

I had a great break offline, which was very much needed, but that does not mean I did not miss you all. I have come to really enjoy my online world, and the relationships that have been created over the internet. Some of you I have met in person, most I only know from your online persona. With that said, I feel that I know most of you in your true self, and that is what I enjoy the most! 

Tonight I won’t be on the VNALive network, but I will still do the member’s only show, just via the Streamate banner (the same one you click through for the Tuesday night show).

It will be at 11p EST, same as usual, just a different network. 

Tomorrow will be a short day for me and I won’t be online in the evening, which means the member show will be Thursday instead. 

Thursday at 8p EST (1 hour) and 11p EST (a bonus 20 minute)

I am sorry for the change in schedule this week and hope you are still able to join me for the member shows and all of the bonuses that the week will include. 

Thanksgiving 2017

Here we are again, my favorite day of the year. This year has been one of many changes, upsets and new beginnings, all of which were needed. And, that makes this holiday season different than any other. Over the years I have realized there are a lot of reasons to be thankful, and to cherish those you hold close, and also to appreciate where you have been, who you are and the future for what it may hold.

Today I am thankful for my family of friends who have stayed true to me, and reminded me that life is beautiful, even when it is dark. I am also thankful for the online community that has been built surrounding my site, and those who are always checking in to brighten my days, or to give me a smile.

Thanksgiving is my favorite because it is the one day out of the year that people slow down and make time for one another. It is the day that families come together, no matter what differences they may have. It is the day that we all join together to feast over food and desserts, and to appreciate those around us, and to not worry about tomorrow. Even if just for a moment.

For my friends in the states, here’s wishing you and your family a wonderful and very happy Thanksgiving! May your day be filled with tons of food and loved ones. Now, with that said, I hope you’re only forced to be around those you actually want to spend time with. If you have to endure that one family member that makes your blood boil, remember, it’s my favorite day of the year! Today is the one day when nothing else matters…and drink a lot of hard liquor. May I suggest you go straight for the whiskey? lol.

For those of you, who are my friends, but not in the states, I hope you’re having an amazing day and that you’re not forced to be around anyone you don’t want to be around because, well, it’s not Thanksgiving and I don’t have a good pep-talk for you…but, whiskey helps if you’re having a terrible day, I’ve been told. LOL.

Share Your Traditions With Me

So, I would love to hear about your family traditions and memories, if you are willing to share them with me, and everyone else that might read this post. 

It can be one memory, or several throughout the years. I am curious as to what you remember most about Thanksgiving, and the holiday that follows. Albeit, Christmas, or in my case, the “happy holiday” season of greed. lol. Okay, okay, this thread will not jump into my ever-growing soap box. I promise! 

Believe it, or not, one of my most favorite holiday memories was Dad driving us to the next town over to see the lights. It started off with just the courthouse being strung in strands of lights, which would light up the entire block. It was such a massive light show that I could just sit and stare at it, feeling the holiday cheer. That started over 30 years ago and now it has gotten to be such a big production of lights that people from all over drive in for the weekend, bringing family and friends from all over. It truly is an incredible sight. 

Now it is your turn. 


With the holiday’s approaching, it has me thinking about traditions, and memories of years past spent with family and friends. Traditions sometimes take on a generation of repeats, while others only last for a brief moment. My family was not big on traditions, but we always made time for each other. There was not a day that went by that I did not know I was loved, and for that I am thankful.

Thanksgiving for us changed over the years, but it was always a special day to enjoy. Whether it was Mom and Granny cooking, while my oldest two brothers kept me and my twin out of the kitchen, or later years when we would join friends for their Thanksgiving dinner. It was a happy day, to enjoy friends, family, food and beautiful weather. I remember some years it was a brutal cold with wind blowing in from the north, while other times we were in short sleeves and sandals. I remember one year my twin was playing a game of pool in the garage at our friends house, and everyone was laughing and just enjoying time spent with each other. That is a tradition I hope to continue to share. Enjoy those you surround yourself with, and cherish the time you have with the people who you call family. 

Happy Birthday to Someone Special!

Today is a very special birthday, one that I hold dear to my heart, and one that should be celebrated, not just today but every day! 

Outlaw, you have been with me the longest, and you have never wavered in your support, sense of humor, compassion or your friendship. I wish I could figure out just how long, just out of curiosity, but I want to say you were one of my first member’s, so that makes it almost 12 years we have known each other. WOW! 

I hope that you know how truly special you are and that you are appreciated every day. Here is wishing you nothing but the best, and the very happiest of days. You deserve them. 

Worthy of a Mention, That is For Sure!

Dawn Marie has a football pool that she was so kind to let me join last year. I say that because I do not know what team is where, or who is who, and I sure as fuck do not know who the ball catcher is, or where the ball needs to be. Basically, I have always been open about my disdain for the sport. However, that has changed now that I am in her football pool. Don’t go getting excited, I still don’t know the defense from the offense, but it is fun picking teams each week and hoping for a win. I know just enough to be able to carry on a conversation for two minutes. lol. This season started off rough for me because all of the winners were losers and the losers were surprising us all with a win, when they sure as shit should not have won. At any rate, I have had a couple great weeks and was actually WEEK LEADER for all of 2 quarters, maybe three. I do not know because I never watch the games. I lost that titled but I am still in the top, which definitely helped my season average, but I need a few more weeks to move my way further up the list. 

Here is a screen capture of my victory, as brief as it may have been, a victory it was. lol. 


No, that is not our Cliff. I accused him of being in the pool last year, without telling me. lol. 

The Sky.

In your own words, what color is the sky? 

A Drawing by Sawyer

If you join the Monday night shows, via VNALive, then you have probably chatted with Sawyer. 

He could not sleep awhile back and he put pencil to paper and came up with a thoughtful drawing of me, with an elephant on the t-shirt!! Not only did he add an elephant, but also made it gloomy behind me and anyone that knows me knows that my sunshine is in a gloomy day! I thought it was worth sharing with you guys. Notice the ele on my shirt?

Your Schedule For the Week

There are a few changes in the schedule for this week, so I hope that everyone is reading my blog to stay up to date and know where to be, and when. I am just saying, it is important to always know where you are supposed to be. 

Monday instead of doing the hour on VNA, I will be on Streamate at 11p EST. This is the same banner you access for all of the gold shows and the Tuesday night show, which, incidentally, will be Thursday night this week. 

Tuesday will be a short cam day for me. I have a few things I need to tend to, and since I have to be out and about, I am going to also make a P.O. Box run. If I feel up to it at the end of my day, I might even shoot some new content. But, regardless of that, I won’t be on cam for the weekly member’s show, or late night camming. In fact, I will be offline no later than 7p EST. 

Thursday, meet me online at 8p EST for 1 hour and then back at 11p EST for the bonus show. 

Do not forget, know where you are supposed to be. lol. 

A Slacker, I Am.

I have always made the time to post my thanks to you all, but here lately I have fallen short on that, and I am sorry! I have many thanks to send out, but that it is not limited to just those I mention in this thread.

Mollie- you are always so thoughtful and you have surprised me with a few sweet surprises in the last month. The latest is a cute pillow case duo, with and elephant printed on the front. Thank you!


Bubba, you continue to surprise me with your generous surprises, and it means a lot to me. I cut my only pair of yoga pants in a cam show, by request, and you saw the tweet and ordered 2 elephant yoga pants. They are so soft that I have a hard time taking them off before I turn my cam on. In fact, I might just have to take a few days offline just so I can continuously stay in them. Only one pair at a time, but that is why I might need four days, so I can wear them both more than just a few minutes at a time! 

Cliff, you are so sweet and thoughtful! You were on vacation and found socks just for me! Now, when I say “socks just for me”, they were made for me and only me! You found socks for all of the animals that I want, and those that really need my hugs! You’ve got manatees, kangaroos and elephants, too! Thank you for being so kind and always thoughtful. It is a true quality that not everyone has. 

Thank you, One and All.

I just want to take a moment to thank the fallen veterans, their families who sacrificed just as much as them, and for those who made it home. To those retired, and the ones still fighting. Thank you all.

Skype Sessions

I am not sure what the reason is for so many Skype users taking what they can for zero in return. This weekend I will be purging my list of contacts.

If you have called me, without an appointment, you will be cut. If you have constantly contacted me with “hi” and nothing else, you will be cut. If you have consistently discussed a cam session, without ever following through, you will be cut. And, this one is important, if you have joined me on Streamate to tell me that you have just messaged me for a session, you will be cut. I am not allowed to discuss anything on SM, and most of you are aware, but do not respect what I have to lose enough to abide by the rules. Furthermore, those of you that contact me on SM, to do a Skype show NEVER FUCKING DO A SKYPE SESSION. 

For those of you that this does not apply to, I apologize for negativity on my blog, but sometimes it needs to said, in hopes that those who need to read it, might actually know how to read. 

VNA Cancelled Shows

I have cancelled several shows for November and December, but will make them up on Streamate, so you will continue to receive all shows promised with your membership.

Monday Nov 13th at 11p EST

Monday Nov 27th at 11p EST

Monday Dec 11th at 11p EST

Monday Dec 25th will be moved to Thursday the 28th at 11p EST


Happy Birthday H&F!

Another fantastic day to celebrate because of Hot&Frisky. I love me some birthday’s, especially other people’s, so let’s all join in wishing him a very, very happy day! 

I have thoroughly enjoyed having you join the VNA shows, and miss you when you are gone. I love your stories and you are fun to laugh with (and at LOL), and I look forward to hearing ALL about your weekend celebration next Monday.

Have fun at your birthday orgy and, please, whatever you do, check for mouth metal, you will thank me later. lol. 

What Are You Thankful For?

This is the month of thanks, and I know that for the most part it is for those of us that celebrate Thanksgiving, but this post is for everyone.

I want you to tell us what you are thankful for. It can be as detailed as you care to share, or as simple as one statement. But, I would love to have some interaction with this thread.

PSA: Not a Compliment

Okay, I am just going to say that a backhanded compliment is nothing short of an insult. 

“Wow! You look great for 40 babe.”

I am not sure what 40 is suppose to look like, but it sounds like I am ancient, when I am not. 

How about leaving age out of it and I won’t mention what a douchebag comment that is. 

The Month of T’giving Has Arrived!!!!

I have been patiently counting down the days to the best day of the year and it is finally November!!!

For those in the states, and Canada because you also celebrate a T’giving, please tell me what your favorite part of the day is for you.